BACK TO SCHOOL

so holidays over..6 weeks passed..oh well..the highlights were the 3 gigs i played.. didnt expect to be playing a few gigs this year though..well, great start..had a great time..Ngee Ann poly crowd was forgiving even when we kinda screwed up abit..

so im back in school, we're kinda split into differrent classes, but always meet at smoking corner..HAHAHA oh well, the timetable is pretty good except for Tuesdays.. first week's over was kinda fast..just going in for classes for introduction to the modules and shit, catching up with friends, and spotting freshies..spot them with SP shirt or the flag day one..like spam group, confirm freshie!! HAHAHAH.. can really feel the final year pressure with fyp and stuff..really gotta think of what to do with my life man..

all in all,

im back in school and im fuckin' senior year motherfucker!! HAHA

bye

Happy Birthday Wendy!!

Happy birthday to one of best person i've known all time Ms. Wendy Leong!! The little girl who's got metal-coloured fingernails, small feet and a pretty smile..hehe..Been one of muddybuddy's best friend for years now..LOVE YA WENDY!! ;) I came upon this photo!! this was exactly about two years ago on your bday too!! my tshirt still had sleeves on them..wow.. how sleeve(time) flies right...HAHAA

ANYWAYS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! SEE YOU LATER..YOU'RE GONNA HAVE A GREAT TIME..

-MUDDY d;)'

when tragedy strikes

havent been having the time of my life right now..

disappointed with some stuffs..so many happened in such a short time..

i dont feel that happiness that i used to have..oh well..

shit happens, but life goes on.

for now, just hoping i'll live another day, everyday..

bye.

AAARRRRGGGGHHH!!!!!

been a fucking busy week this has been...i've been running all over the place..went to collect pay, nvr pay me properly..went for some disiplinary shithead,fucked up..really..start of attachment already and it sucks big time!! give me do shit job..well most of the time doing nothing but it's boooorrriiingg maann...sitting in the office..do paperwork..and i dont know a single fuck there..im an engineer, put me at marketing dept..what in the fucking hell can i do there..seriously..use your brain and think..first week of attachment done..5 weeks to go..fuck my life alr..:/

well, it's saturday already..just had my gig at chapter six earlier..was fucked up!! fuckin organiser said our set was on at 5 but we only played at like 7 plus laa..fuck you!! but i think we were pretty tight..even though we were all sick and tired of waiting for our turn..fuck..sorry to those who came early cos we didnt expect the long delay as well..damn!! thanks for coming down! how fucked up can a week get..seriously...it's just seven fuckin days.. seven!! _|_

we'll be playing again this friday outside cine..our set's probably the last one again around 9.30pm..hope the crowd will be good like the last time..it's the same like the last time, just that we dont have to pay this time..the organiser called us up to play there..well, that's good!! fuckin lookin forward to friday.. can we just skip to friday without monday till thursday..

gosh..damn im tired..i really am..:C

see ya Bestfriend.

Just met Bestfriend a while ago downstairs to take some things from her..she left for her new home already which is damn far from here..it sucks seeing her leave but just gotta make do with it..i know i've already said this but i'm soooo gonna miss her so much while she's gone..really..terribly..:((

there'll be no one to meet me anymore every other night, talking about anything, just practically anything under the moon sometimes till the sun goes up or sets..all the good times we had, some bad ones too, i'll never forget..she was always there for me every single time..i hope i had too.. :)

all that wonderful memories of her here will just be memories i guess..how i got fucked up, she got fucked up..all happened here..sometimes when i walk down the stretch downstairs,there'll be these flashbacks appearing..it's like those cool music videos..really..i'll just miss those days..it cannot get any better..oh well~

i cant believe she's left already..it'll be very much difficult to meet her cos she's always busy and im always busy too nowadays..and when the only time i get to meet her back then will be that while downstairs..but it's gonna be quite different now..shit..i don't want this..i really don't..im afraid if we wont be close like we use to anymore..:/ it's like she's a part of me and when that part of you goes somewhere far form you,you'll feel very empty..fuck..maybe im just thinking too much.. ;? <(what kinda smiley is that?o,O?)

Well, i hope she'll be alright there..i'll always be there for you still..anytime..you'll always be in my prayers..take care Bestfriend Siti Danial!! I Love You! d:)

got into trouble

i got into some trouble in school. I kinda framed myself. How is that even possible right. Was at the wrong place, at the wrong time, doing the wrong thing. Well, that's how fucked up i got. Shall not disclose anything until everything is settled which is tmr. Just hope for the best. Wish me luck. thanks.

another week passed

wow, Feb's here already..and it's sunday..soooo fast..just got back from m'sia, my gramps' place..dead beat now..and hungry..wah fuck..the week was...bullcrap..again.

Monday was Dom's bday..he was bloddy pissed off with some ppl reaching late for getting at the wrong place..And i got soo stoned..:/ i think he realised i wasnt in a state of soberness..and that made him much more dissappointed for the day..i could see it in his eyes, i think..o,O?? i tried to get myself straight but just couldnt.. bloddy hell, that stash was fucking strong this time..i think i jumped on him the moment i saw him coming cos we were trying to hide his present..idk why i did that, i just did..-.- and i started to talk nonsense for like the whole time i was there..shit..sorry Dom..:/ but it was 'fun',i guess..and funny laughing at shit that wasnt that much hillarious..hoped you at least enjoyed yourself and liked the present! ;)

Tuesday was in school the whole day,9-5, stoning around..late for class and i tried my best again to keep myself straight..it was harsh..:/ Met Wendy in town after that to check out dr marts. couldnt get to find her size cos her feet is tooo small!! HAHA we even ended up meeting Heidi in vivo to find the shop that sells them but still no size..

Weds and thurs was at paragon working my ass off while ppl collect red packets..damn!! TCC posted me to thai express..was like a fish n co flashback..but more slack..the ppl were nice to me..lucky that..but the place was busy..i was soo bloddy tired i couldnt hold my cig..was on my lips and walking..i just spitted it out when i was done..really terrible and aching all over..:/

i think my body hates me for being so fucked up to myself..the booze,the shit,the cigs,the job.. wth man..im such a sinner, a big one at that.

acoustic sesh w Wan and Zoul at esplanade on friday..finally!! i had some time to relax..was a good one..left pretty early cos heading to gramps' the next day w mom and cousins..

and i have yet to meet bestfriend Siti Danial!!! wa laaooo....2 weeks already..where the hell are you!!! i miss you soo much!! :/

i've been ranting at this blog cos i havent been pretty much talking out to anyone much this week..

byee.