FUCK YA N E MOTHERFUCKING A!!!!!!!!!!!!

TODAY WAS THE FUCKING SUAY-EST DAY EVER!!!!

WHEN I TOLD MYSELF THAT I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO CREATE ANY TROUBLE THIS YEAR..I GUESSED I KINDA MANAGED IT..WELL.

I FUCKING GOT AWAY WITH FUCKING $330 FROM THE FUCKED UP NEA FINE TODAY..!!!!!OMG......JUST SAVED MY ASS BACK THERE TODAY!!! LUCKY ME I GUESS.

HERE'S THE STORY......
WE WERE SMOKING LIKE USUAL OUTSIDE. FINISHED OUR SHITS THEN BACK INTO THE SCHOOL..ON THE WAY UP THE STAIRS, ONE OF THE FUCKERS STOPPED SULAIMAN AND ASKED FOR HIS ID...I HEARD HE SAID HE WAS FROM NEA...I WAS FUCKING BESIDE HIM TO TAKE SWEET COS SMELLY WHEN GO BACK CLASS BUT I CONTINUED WALKNG UP.THEN ANOTHER FAT ASS CAME AND STOPPED US..

STRAIGHT AWAY IN MY MIND WAS THE FUCKED UP PROCESS THAT I GOT INTO ONCE BEFORE BY THE HSA AND THERE WAS NO WAY IN MY FUCKING MIND THAT I WANT TO GO THROUGH THAT SHIT AGAIN......IT WAS LIKE FUCKING FLASHBACK!!!NO JOKE..

I WAS FUCKING TREMBLING IN MY HOODIES ALR..MY HEART WAS LIKE BEATING FUCKING FAST LIKE GOING TO POP OUT BUT I TRIED TO MAINTAINED COMPOSURE AND STAYED FUCKING CALM...SERIOUS SHIT..OUTSIDE WAS COOL BUT INSIDE WAS A FUCKING BULLET TRAIN PLUS FERARRI ENGINE SIA...I WAS THE FIRST HE CAME UP TO AND......


I STRAIGHT AWAY DECLARED THAT I DID NOT SMOKE..I DIDNT KNOW HOW THAT ASSHOLE FALL FOR IT..I MERELY HOLD MY BREATH TO KEEP THE SMELL AWAY..GUESS GOD SAVED ME..THEY WERE CATCHING THOSE WHO LITTERED...APPARENTLY WE ALL DID..BUT THEY DIDNT SEE CLEARLY ON ME COS I STUFFED THE CIG BUTT ON THE SIDEWALL WHERE THERE'S THIS LITTLE GAP THAT I ALWAYS PUT IN..HAHAHA...LUCKY ME....(Y)

VICK ALSO GOT AWAY WITH IT COS IQBAL COVERED HIS ASS FOR HIM....WE WENT BACK TO CLASS FIRST..THEN, THE REST CAME BACK LATER WITH FINE LETTERS....ALL GOT $150 OF FINE AFTER NEGOTIATION..FUCK NEA LA...__
SUBHAN GOT FUCKING $330 COS HE WAS UNDERAGED...ME AND VICK COULD HAVE GOTTEN THE SAME SHIT MAN..FUCK...WE DECIDED WE SHALL HELPED THEM OUT ABIT...SINCE EVERYBODY WAS IN THIS SHIT TOGETHER MAN...


SCREW NEA!!FUCK YA!!!__

still alright to smile...

Havent been here for quite sometime...
firstly, happy new year..even though quite long ago alr..nvm..hahah

School's back,definitely better than working..too long of a holiday just bad..
Been busy with school work and deadlines to meet. Got major OC presentation tmr. Hopes everything turns out good..

2010:
Telling myself.......


I want to study properly this time. The last result was preety bad..gotta buck up,fuck!


Trying to stay away from alcohol...Firstly, it's bad, just gets you high for a while and brings you all the way down after that..Second, it's a fucking sin for me to drink..oh well...

I know this maybe impossible, but heck, gotta get over those ciggies,or maybe just socialising wouldnt be that bad after all.I dont see myself not having to smoke for now,or maybe for the long run..cos i havent find a fucking good reason to do it??Fuck ya!!!

Aiming to get my bike license by end of this year..gotta start saving and disiplined to take the lessons...

...The band..looks like smth gonna bulid up soon..stay tune folks...got Gary on vocals now(Y)...
i hope this can go quite far...hopefully..i want to perform somewhere,anywhere by this year..pray hard...haha..:)

these are my top priorities for now i guess...
2009 was kinda havoc for me..with those fucked-up troubles that i got in to...
gotta pace myself down this time...

prime time no more..grow up...





and and...Met up with Ade ytd and and and..........

wait for it.......









TADA!!!!

We finally got our fucking TICKETS after soooooooooo looooongggg....:DDD

lucky havent sold out...(Y)

7 March gonna be a fucking awsome night...!!!!(Y)

that's all for now....

bye...