Happy b'day you motherfucker!

what i've been up to since my last 18th.

-got lotsa awesome presents

-enroled for bike license

-went in raffles and fullerton hotel(damn pretty)

-had an awesome christmas and got a pen

-crashed new years at 3 venues in one night

-baked some marijuana hahaa

-played back to back 7 gigs at various places

-played at some fucked up org. event. cheaters.

-saw the underground music culture,the kids and all that kinda stuffs

-half bottle of vodka alone in less than an hour(can barely rmb that night though haha)

-great v day

-lost some friends

-smoked up again awesome

-attachement for 2 weeks and fired

-suspended from school for 4 weeks(dont ask why)

-recorded a demo

-caught caracal play at hard rock cafe :)

-went for inch chua's seminar

-took a photo w Inch Chua! :>

-caught caracal,inch,plainsunset,barricade at ignite

-sold of my wah pedal (dead broke at that point of time) :c

-had a nose piercing

-watched NDP at the floating platform w joni

-caught caracal again at baybeats

-haven't cut my hair since

-haven't passed my license since

-full fasting month

-haven't touched alcohol for 8 months. record.

-shit results.

there were good times and there will be struggles too.

gdnight.

how time fly FAST

haven't been updating this space for i don't know how long.. Really lazy though but just for the fun of it.. It's the fasting month now. been pretty good. exams just around the corner, not pretty good. I CANT WAIT TO GET OVER WITH SCHOOL! Really!! i cant seem to focus on anything. But i shall just try my best even though i know it wont be much of help. but at least there's something.

the band's doing good. not going at fast pace but we getting there. Just did a cover on a hari raya song recently. gonna post it up when raya is nearing.

oh ya, caught the NDP with Joni at the floating platform. Good times. I dont know when's the next time we'll get the opportunity to watch it again. They should really change the concept of NDP really..i mean those props only used like once a year. It would be great to let sporeans hear local tunes instead of gaga or beiber. they are not even related.

Realize how i havent been using any vulgarities. hahaha happy fasting!

d;)'

back in black

Ola! havent been here since forever i guess..who checks this space anyways..

Anywho, my life nowadays been pretty much doing FYP, do gigs, slack at home, and more gigs.

yup, been playing many great gigs the past few weeks. did one at seven inch, another time again at chapter 6, recently at carribean bar, next coming one at the substation.

I am really stoked to be playing these gigs but still pretty nervous facing the crowd. c'mon, everybody has their stage frights. but i've begin showing some showmanship i guess as confidence picks up.

and oh yaa..i got myself a nose piercing. i know it's no biggie, but what the heck man. well that pretty much sums what i've been up to the couple of weeks. oh well.

adios!

what's the biggest risk-taking thing you've done or commit?

what's the biggest risk-taking thing you've done or commit?

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Happy Birthday Heidi

I know it's kinda late but what the heck..

Happy birthday Heidi!!!! Hope you loved the presents we got you and had a great time yesterday..

19 year old already leh..fuckin old sia...final year of teenager..anyways, stay happy always!! <3

i find this photo quite meaningful for this post i guess..hahahaha nvr wear same shirt out again!! hahaha we look like jailbirds..HAHAHAHAHA

k bye.

Describe ur taste in music!!!!!!

Describe ur taste in music!!!!!!

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Mayday Mayday

IT'S MAY!!! that's almost half the year gone soon.. been pretty busy this week..

ohh! i had 2 days of fever..i almost died..choy!!

Spent quite alot this week too..

went jamming with clique after so long..we've still got it like the good ol' times..hahaha

had a recording done on wednesday for our first original song, it's mixed and gonna be out soon..cant wait!!

went out with bestfriend today after 2 weeks of not meeting her.. fuckin' happy! hahaa :) was supposed to catch Thor but was full house so we settled for The Roomate.. Pretty psychotic movie.. i didnt know there were really crazy stalkers..hah

it's another long weekend..time to relax and chill..one more day relaxing tmr..then back to school..

BYE.

-Muddy

BACK TO SCHOOL

so holidays over..6 weeks passed..oh well..the highlights were the 3 gigs i played.. didnt expect to be playing a few gigs this year though..well, great start..had a great time..Ngee Ann poly crowd was forgiving even when we kinda screwed up abit..

so im back in school, we're kinda split into differrent classes, but always meet at smoking corner..HAHAHA oh well, the timetable is pretty good except for Tuesdays.. first week's over was kinda fast..just going in for classes for introduction to the modules and shit, catching up with friends, and spotting freshies..spot them with SP shirt or the flag day one..like spam group, confirm freshie!! HAHAHAH.. can really feel the final year pressure with fyp and stuff..really gotta think of what to do with my life man..

all in all,

im back in school and im fuckin' senior year motherfucker!! HAHA

bye

Happy Birthday Wendy!!

Happy birthday to one of best person i've known all time Ms. Wendy Leong!! The little girl who's got metal-coloured fingernails, small feet and a pretty smile..hehe..Been one of muddybuddy's best friend for years now..LOVE YA WENDY!! ;) I came upon this photo!! this was exactly about two years ago on your bday too!! my tshirt still had sleeves on them..wow.. how sleeve(time) flies right...HAHAA

ANYWAYS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! SEE YOU LATER..YOU'RE GONNA HAVE A GREAT TIME..

-MUDDY d;)'

when tragedy strikes

havent been having the time of my life right now..

disappointed with some stuffs..so many happened in such a short time..

i dont feel that happiness that i used to have..oh well..

shit happens, but life goes on.

for now, just hoping i'll live another day, everyday..

bye.

AAARRRRGGGGHHH!!!!!

been a fucking busy week this has been...i've been running all over the place..went to collect pay, nvr pay me properly..went for some disiplinary shithead,fucked up..really..start of attachment already and it sucks big time!! give me do shit job..well most of the time doing nothing but it's boooorrriiingg maann...sitting in the office..do paperwork..and i dont know a single fuck there..im an engineer, put me at marketing dept..what in the fucking hell can i do there..seriously..use your brain and think..first week of attachment done..5 weeks to go..fuck my life alr..:/

well, it's saturday already..just had my gig at chapter six earlier..was fucked up!! fuckin organiser said our set was on at 5 but we only played at like 7 plus laa..fuck you!! but i think we were pretty tight..even though we were all sick and tired of waiting for our turn..fuck..sorry to those who came early cos we didnt expect the long delay as well..damn!! thanks for coming down! how fucked up can a week get..seriously...it's just seven fuckin days.. seven!! _|_

we'll be playing again this friday outside cine..our set's probably the last one again around 9.30pm..hope the crowd will be good like the last time..it's the same like the last time, just that we dont have to pay this time..the organiser called us up to play there..well, that's good!! fuckin lookin forward to friday.. can we just skip to friday without monday till thursday..

gosh..damn im tired..i really am..:C

see ya Bestfriend.

Just met Bestfriend a while ago downstairs to take some things from her..she left for her new home already which is damn far from here..it sucks seeing her leave but just gotta make do with it..i know i've already said this but i'm soooo gonna miss her so much while she's gone..really..terribly..:((

there'll be no one to meet me anymore every other night, talking about anything, just practically anything under the moon sometimes till the sun goes up or sets..all the good times we had, some bad ones too, i'll never forget..she was always there for me every single time..i hope i had too.. :)

all that wonderful memories of her here will just be memories i guess..how i got fucked up, she got fucked up..all happened here..sometimes when i walk down the stretch downstairs,there'll be these flashbacks appearing..it's like those cool music videos..really..i'll just miss those days..it cannot get any better..oh well~

i cant believe she's left already..it'll be very much difficult to meet her cos she's always busy and im always busy too nowadays..and when the only time i get to meet her back then will be that while downstairs..but it's gonna be quite different now..shit..i don't want this..i really don't..im afraid if we wont be close like we use to anymore..:/ it's like she's a part of me and when that part of you goes somewhere far form you,you'll feel very empty..fuck..maybe im just thinking too much.. ;? <(what kinda smiley is that?o,O?)

Well, i hope she'll be alright there..i'll always be there for you still..anytime..you'll always be in my prayers..take care Bestfriend Siti Danial!! I Love You! d:)

got into trouble

i got into some trouble in school. I kinda framed myself. How is that even possible right. Was at the wrong place, at the wrong time, doing the wrong thing. Well, that's how fucked up i got. Shall not disclose anything until everything is settled which is tmr. Just hope for the best. Wish me luck. thanks.

another week passed

wow, Feb's here already..and it's sunday..soooo fast..just got back from m'sia, my gramps' place..dead beat now..and hungry..wah fuck..the week was...bullcrap..again.

Monday was Dom's bday..he was bloddy pissed off with some ppl reaching late for getting at the wrong place..And i got soo stoned..:/ i think he realised i wasnt in a state of soberness..and that made him much more dissappointed for the day..i could see it in his eyes, i think..o,O?? i tried to get myself straight but just couldnt.. bloddy hell, that stash was fucking strong this time..i think i jumped on him the moment i saw him coming cos we were trying to hide his present..idk why i did that, i just did..-.- and i started to talk nonsense for like the whole time i was there..shit..sorry Dom..:/ but it was 'fun',i guess..and funny laughing at shit that wasnt that much hillarious..hoped you at least enjoyed yourself and liked the present! ;)

Tuesday was in school the whole day,9-5, stoning around..late for class and i tried my best again to keep myself straight..it was harsh..:/ Met Wendy in town after that to check out dr marts. couldnt get to find her size cos her feet is tooo small!! HAHA we even ended up meeting Heidi in vivo to find the shop that sells them but still no size..

Weds and thurs was at paragon working my ass off while ppl collect red packets..damn!! TCC posted me to thai express..was like a fish n co flashback..but more slack..the ppl were nice to me..lucky that..but the place was busy..i was soo bloddy tired i couldnt hold my cig..was on my lips and walking..i just spitted it out when i was done..really terrible and aching all over..:/

i think my body hates me for being so fucked up to myself..the booze,the shit,the cigs,the job.. wth man..im such a sinner, a big one at that.

acoustic sesh w Wan and Zoul at esplanade on friday..finally!! i had some time to relax..was a good one..left pretty early cos heading to gramps' the next day w mom and cousins..

and i have yet to meet bestfriend Siti Danial!!! wa laaooo....2 weeks already..where the hell are you!!! i miss you soo much!! :/

i've been ranting at this blog cos i havent been pretty much talking out to anyone much this week..

byee.

why the tales' fucking this way down. :(

School's been pretty rough on me..Everything's rushing..staying in school till late..get back home, just enough time to get some rest and head for the same shit, just different day..deadlines after deadlines..screwed test yesterday just didn't make my week any better..fucking set paper for geniuses..fuck you!! i think i'm gonna flunk D&B..fuck it! should i just quit school???

i'm going crazy seriously..nobody see's it but i know it..i'm always trying to cheer ppl up..crack the joke,be the joke,make everyone smile,laugh their hearts out..be there for them when they really needed it..putting the smile on their faces always..people only see the happy side of me..they like it that way, of course..maybe because i don't show it..but that doesn't mean you could take it for granted.

Fuck la Muddy, nobody gives a shit when you're all down..you're on your own la..fucking sorry man..get back up yourself!! just cut all the crap..don't even bother..they may just, pretend..talk is cheap..but the fact remains..you're just nobody to them at the end of the day..everybody got their own lives to live..you're just not as important like how they are to you..

and i think i just lost an old friend just because of a small matter recently..wtf man..he didn't talk to me much just now when i saw him..well, people change, so will you..

And i miss my bestfriend so god damn much. Should have met her like 3 days ago but she's always busy..And everybody else shouldn't cut the que to meet her laa!!!! like seriously..bloody hell..wait for your turn leh...keep postponed to the next day till now then meet other ppl instead of me..February's coming and she's shifting house soon and i'm gonna miss her pretty darn badly..i swear.. :(

Even now she's staying just next block i can barely meet her, what more later..i'm just afraid man..i cant lose her.. :/

terrible week..Gosh!!!

BYE.

Muddy's Bad Weekend

Last week went fast to barely rmb what happened..the weekend was fast..really fast.. i was all over the places in 3 days of the weekend..Who the fuck reads these junks anyway..

Friday headed late to Gerv's bday dinner at some Jap restaurant in UE square..Was entertained by this magician who claimed to be the deciple of that who taught Copperfield. His tricks were great though! Charm Takayama.. ;) Great entertainment for that night. Hoped Gerv had a blast.

Headed to Clarke Quay after that. They went REBEL except for me cos ran out of cash and anybody who knows me well enough knows i don't go clubs. Gerv left his vodka with me to hold on since i wasn't going back so soon cos there were no bus. so i sat by the river, like a good boy. Nah, if that were only to happen. Took my alone time to get some stuffs out of my mind for a bit. It's just me. It's hard to tell out stuff..it's rather i cant say it out, or no fuckin' body there when i really needed..this was just another way out for me..well, lets not get fuckin' emotional.

one sip after another, the next moment i was laying down, fucked up. i think from about half to less than a quarter bottle in like 2 hrs?? i know im fucked up. My brain's just a jerk to my body, makes me a big time motherfucker. Bestie came over after she finished work for a while before she left me sitting down again and waited for the rest to pick me up. I rmb i was dragged from one point to another by Gerv. Sorry i got fucked up on your big day man. :/ they went back in except for Ryan stayed by me..and i threw out a couple of times. Wasted!

Attended a wedding the next day, still spinning after the night. got back home a while, went town to meet BrandonBrian and Theresa shop for their new year. I joined Dom, Darren, Krystal at forum to 'study'. who was i kidding man. played Darren's ipad all the way. HAHA

Sunday?? nvm sunday.

BYE

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for all you know

This week went by pretty fast. It's friday already..seems like ytd was new year..HAHAHA _|_

got back my results already..soo far all cleared except for D&B almost passed..heh. fuck it. still got the CDIO project to help me buck up. :)

for all you know, next week's the 3rd week of school alr... how fast time flies..

i've been having chest pains the couple of days, well, what else's to blame right?

well, i might just get some diesease that has mores alphabets then i have fingers on my hands..

for all you know, i might be dying or lying dead somewhere cos the organs are pretty rotten and like a time bomb waiting to trip off..lol

tuesday i found out how my dad does his job....

he sent me to the airport cos he was heading there to pickup a client and i was sending Wanting off..

he was damn late cos of the traffic jam..i guess the client was waiting pretty long alr..

and he was speeding so fast! fuhh..160 km/hr on the ECP,tell me that's not fast enough...

I got off, before he headed further up a bit to pickup the client..i saw him rushing to open the door for the client, get the luggages into the boot and quickly heading off..that's quite a tough job being a chauffeur for millionaires..you gotta be quick..chop chop.. cos their time is money..lol i realised he's been working so hard to support the family since, forever...the one who takes care of the bowl of rice that's on the plate everyday..

for all you know, that's what's he's been doing all the while..day and night..

i hope i can support my parents later onwards..

-muddy

Happy New Year!!!

Happy new year!!! it's 20/11, 7-11. HAHAHA ;)

had one of the great crazy nights ever closing 2010..30th, went celebrate Iwan's bday and lepak till 7 am the next day,31st..new years eve,woke up at 12 to helped out ryan to give out flyers for the flea outside cine for a bit..

went for dinner with jr n gang,before going down to meet xiong and za at suntec. wanted to countdown with the rest of their friends who were at esplanade, but was fuckin packed. so we decided to settle at boat quay to catch the fireworks..

head down clarke quay, got some vodka, sat by the river.Za and i were high already before the rest of them arrived..HAHA..i think we down it less then 1/2 hour and was shared between us only cos xiong didnt take liqour..lol. headed to another bridged somewhere i cant rmb wth was it, they opened another bottle but we didnt drink as much cos was enough alr,i think. ;)

left there about 3 and head back clarke quay to find bff and her friends. she was the only one drunk out of the three when i arrived,so was i..HAHA..we walked down chinatown, started crapping at each other, then disturb and laugh at other ppl,if i rmb clearly..HAHA..I think we looked retarded.

had supper at kampong bahru, took first bus back..ended laying at the playground..wrote our resolutions and exchanged to keep it..HAHA..the sun was up..breakfast at coffeeshop before heading home at 11...HAHA

HI, 2011, PLS BE GOOD.. HNY! d;)