another week passed

wow, Feb's here already..and it's sunday..soooo fast..just got back from m'sia, my gramps' place..dead beat now..and hungry..wah fuck..the week was...bullcrap..again.

Monday was Dom's bday..he was bloddy pissed off with some ppl reaching late for getting at the wrong place..And i got soo stoned..:/ i think he realised i wasnt in a state of soberness..and that made him much more dissappointed for the day..i could see it in his eyes, i think..o,O?? i tried to get myself straight but just couldnt.. bloddy hell, that stash was fucking strong this time..i think i jumped on him the moment i saw him coming cos we were trying to hide his present..idk why i did that, i just did..-.- and i started to talk nonsense for like the whole time i was there..shit..sorry Dom..:/ but it was 'fun',i guess..and funny laughing at shit that wasnt that much hillarious..hoped you at least enjoyed yourself and liked the present! ;)

Tuesday was in school the whole day,9-5, stoning around..late for class and i tried my best again to keep myself straight..it was harsh..:/ Met Wendy in town after that to check out dr marts. couldnt get to find her size cos her feet is tooo small!! HAHA we even ended up meeting Heidi in vivo to find the shop that sells them but still no size..

Weds and thurs was at paragon working my ass off while ppl collect red packets..damn!! TCC posted me to thai express..was like a fish n co flashback..but more slack..the ppl were nice to me..lucky that..but the place was busy..i was soo bloddy tired i couldnt hold my cig..was on my lips and walking..i just spitted it out when i was done..really terrible and aching all over..:/

i think my body hates me for being so fucked up to myself..the booze,the shit,the cigs,the job.. wth man..im such a sinner, a big one at that.

acoustic sesh w Wan and Zoul at esplanade on friday..finally!! i had some time to relax..was a good one..left pretty early cos heading to gramps' the next day w mom and cousins..

and i have yet to meet bestfriend Siti Danial!!! wa laaooo....2 weeks already..where the hell are you!!! i miss you soo much!! :/

i've been ranting at this blog cos i havent been pretty much talking out to anyone much this week..

byee.