see ya Bestfriend.

Just met Bestfriend a while ago downstairs to take some things from her..she left for her new home already which is damn far from here..it sucks seeing her leave but just gotta make do with it..i know i've already said this but i'm soooo gonna miss her so much while she's gone..really..terribly..:((

there'll be no one to meet me anymore every other night, talking about anything, just practically anything under the moon sometimes till the sun goes up or sets..all the good times we had, some bad ones too, i'll never forget..she was always there for me every single time..i hope i had too.. :)

all that wonderful memories of her here will just be memories i guess..how i got fucked up, she got fucked up..all happened here..sometimes when i walk down the stretch downstairs,there'll be these flashbacks appearing..it's like those cool music videos..really..i'll just miss those days..it cannot get any better..oh well~

i cant believe she's left already..it'll be very much difficult to meet her cos she's always busy and im always busy too nowadays..and when the only time i get to meet her back then will be that while downstairs..but it's gonna be quite different now..shit..i don't want this..i really don't..im afraid if we wont be close like we use to anymore..:/ it's like she's a part of me and when that part of you goes somewhere far form you,you'll feel very empty..fuck..maybe im just thinking too much.. ;? <(what kinda smiley is that?o,O?)

Well, i hope she'll be alright there..i'll always be there for you still..anytime..you'll always be in my prayers..take care Bestfriend Siti Danial!! I Love You! d:)

got into trouble

i got into some trouble in school. I kinda framed myself. How is that even possible right. Was at the wrong place, at the wrong time, doing the wrong thing. Well, that's how fucked up i got. Shall not disclose anything until everything is settled which is tmr. Just hope for the best. Wish me luck. thanks.

another week passed

wow, Feb's here already..and it's sunday..soooo fast..just got back from m'sia, my gramps' place..dead beat now..and hungry..wah fuck..the week was...bullcrap..again.

Monday was Dom's bday..he was bloddy pissed off with some ppl reaching late for getting at the wrong place..And i got soo stoned..:/ i think he realised i wasnt in a state of soberness..and that made him much more dissappointed for the day..i could see it in his eyes, i think..o,O?? i tried to get myself straight but just couldnt.. bloddy hell, that stash was fucking strong this time..i think i jumped on him the moment i saw him coming cos we were trying to hide his present..idk why i did that, i just did..-.- and i started to talk nonsense for like the whole time i was there..shit..sorry Dom..:/ but it was 'fun',i guess..and funny laughing at shit that wasnt that much hillarious..hoped you at least enjoyed yourself and liked the present! ;)

Tuesday was in school the whole day,9-5, stoning around..late for class and i tried my best again to keep myself straight..it was harsh..:/ Met Wendy in town after that to check out dr marts. couldnt get to find her size cos her feet is tooo small!! HAHA we even ended up meeting Heidi in vivo to find the shop that sells them but still no size..

Weds and thurs was at paragon working my ass off while ppl collect red packets..damn!! TCC posted me to thai express..was like a fish n co flashback..but more slack..the ppl were nice to me..lucky that..but the place was busy..i was soo bloddy tired i couldnt hold my cig..was on my lips and walking..i just spitted it out when i was done..really terrible and aching all over..:/

i think my body hates me for being so fucked up to myself..the booze,the shit,the cigs,the job.. wth man..im such a sinner, a big one at that.

acoustic sesh w Wan and Zoul at esplanade on friday..finally!! i had some time to relax..was a good one..left pretty early cos heading to gramps' the next day w mom and cousins..

and i have yet to meet bestfriend Siti Danial!!! wa laaooo....2 weeks already..where the hell are you!!! i miss you soo much!! :/

i've been ranting at this blog cos i havent been pretty much talking out to anyone much this week..

byee.